For Smallz

alrighty, this is for smalgren.

the following is some of my phylosophical thoughts on life, which apply to your current situation. and probably several othe people's situations too. here goes:

a moment of clarity is usually the furthest thing from a moment of truth.

if you're not happy doing what you're doing, there's always an alternative. DO SOMETHING ELSE.

the least you can do, is nothing. doing nothing can be fun.

college is for people who need a piece of paper to fell that they've accomplished something. a dollar bill is a similar piece of paper to tell you you've accomplished something. both papers cause wars, killing, lies, deceit and destruction. frankly, my mind's never killed anyone or started a war, i trust it better to tell me when i've accomplished something.

if you don't know what you're doing, you're too busy doing something for it to matter what you're doing. whatever you're doing, give yourself a chnce to figure out why and what you're doing. (also, see college comments)

true happniness is usually tucked away behind several other adjectives you've crammed into your mind. if you quit focusing on fulfilling those other adjectives, the happyiness will come to the front.

it is about your parents, your friends, your job, your school. these things are all part of you. and if you're not happy, you're not gonna make anyone else happy, so they're not gonna make you happy.

getting a good sleep session ( i can't say a good night's sleep, since i don't sleep at night) is FAR underrated. it'll make you 10 times more pleasent and pleased.

i can be wrong. when i am, good things can come of it. it reminds me of how many times i was right and i forgot to notice.

if you wanna wake up on my couch, it's not that far away. and we could deffinately use another roomate, for anyone wanting to move here. *wink* you could even have a bed. rent's $160 a month. utilites are approximately $90 a month. that includes cable, DSL internet, heating, water, garbage removal, gas (for the stove) and anything else i forgot. you'd even get your own set of shelves for food in the ENORMOUS kitchen. it's a smoking house. we've got a microwave, stove, oven, coffee maker and grinder, toaster, can opener, fry-daddy and popcorn popper. we could use a blender.