She from nothing

i think i'm sposta have something to say. i also think i'm not sposta feel like this. even She doesn't have anything to say anymore. if She had something to say, maybe i would. i think She hates me. maybe she just doesn't realize it yet.

"hearts and thoughts they fade...fade away.."

i wish i didn't feel like
She feels like this
i think She wants me dead
i think She wants me dead
i think She hates me now
i still love She
She still loves me
still hates me
She still wants me dead