On Needing Love

For the first time in months, I really wish Lisa was around. She could probably give me a hug and tell me that things will be okay. I don't want her back, but I really wish I felt loved. DJ and Chad are about my only salvation right now.

"I killed myself, threw away my mental health but nobody was blinking an eye.
Backyard, basement, falling on the pavement
Nothing left to say but goodbye"