what next?

i'm losing weight. i'm building muscle. i'm smoking less. i'm smiling more. i'm laughing more. i'm getting angry less. i'm doing what i say i'm goign to more. i'm writing more. i'm lieing less.

what this all adds up to: when i become the person i want to be, then what do i do? do i sit back and enjoy myself, yet never improve myself? will there be new things i feel i need to improve and i'll never be completely happy because i always feel something could be better?

i believe the world is but a mirror. we must improve ourselves before we can improve what the mirror shows. the world can not be a better place until the people are better inhabitants.