"grunge" on a rainy day

once again, i failed at the sleeping game. but i did it in a better way. i fell asleep within 30 minutes of going to bed (meaning i was asleep at approximately 6 AM) and then just awoke rather early. at 8:30, my body decided to awaken and not desire any more sleep. so, i'm sitting here still not desiring sleep, and being glad i don't have to work tonight because my body WILL be tired later. people seem in general not-happy, but working towards happiness. i see this as a trend. be happy, fail at shit due to lack of effort, not be happy, try to be happy again. most people would be like "knock itoff and just stay happy." i can accept the imperfect world in which we live and, thus, will accept the cycle. i simply ask that people recognize it and ALWAYS remember that happiness will come again. i'm a self-fucking-help book. bah. it's raining out, so i'm going to go play in it. additionally, i had an urge to go "old-school" so i'm dressed "grunge" and i'm going to go play in the rain dressed "grunge." haha, i am repitisious. i think this is enough rambling for now.

ps: it's polymorphic.