i'm alive. i swear i am.

i've been receiving emails asking me if i'm dead. i'm typing this to let people know i'm not dead. if you were hoping i was, i'm sorry to disappoint you. i've been trying to get a job and trying to have fun at night. life's looking up right now. i'm hoping it'll just get better once i get a job. i'll email people soon. i will. i'm just bad about things like that. i don't know what to say in an email and people never give me a topic. bleh. ok, bye.