Lingering

Having emotions and feelings is very intimidating. I smile. I'm happy. It ends. Simple sentences. I'm actually trying to find and experience happiness in several aspects of my life. I don't know if I'm ready to fail, but I'm trying anyway. Every sign that I might fail makes me question if it's worth trying. I eagerly continue anyway. Maybe all it takes to find happiness is the willingness to try. Maybe I'll fail and eat my words. I've always been prepared to fail. I think I may be prepared to succeed.