just plain fuck.

fuck. just plain fuck. i just wrote a LONG fucking update. REALLY fucking long. about 80 lines. and then i decided to resize the netscape window and it wiped the whole fucking entry. note to self, don't EVER do that again. being as how i spent about 45 minutes pouring alot of myself out on a writing that got wiped, i'm not happy. and i'm going to go to bed. i'll write all those other rantings later. maybe not. we'll see. but for now, it's time to make some kool-aide and go watch a shitty horror movie, then go to sleep. ok, bye.