quirks

i bought "evil dead: hail to the king" yesterday for playstation. i don't own a playstation. one of my housemates does though. so i play it on his system. it MUCH better than any of the "resident evil" games. same type of game. due to lack of anything interesting happening, i've little to update. instead, i'll name off a bunch of quirky little things about me. it'll be fun

1) i'm afraid of running out of cereal. whenever i have 1/4 or less left in the box, i won't eat any more cereal from that box until i have another box of that type of cereal.

2) i HATE having different food mix together on my plate. my solution now that i live on my own: only eat one type of food per sitting.

3) i didn't start smoking on marlboros. nor have i EVER owned a pack of them. for those of you who don't smoke, this may seem like nothing, but in america, all the under-aged smokers and white trash smokes marlboros. in other words: 80% of americans do.

4) i use and own a mac. i've never owned an ibm-compatable. i don't refer to it as a "pc" becuase i'm not using a fucking corporate computer nor a lab-tob. this IS a personal computer. it just doesn't like microsoft, windows, or AOL. well, maybe it's me that doesn't.

5) if i'm at my own house, i can ONLY fall asleep with my tv on, or with someone in the bed with me. this someone must make me feel comfortable and relaxed, so this person must be a female. and not just any female. only a select few fit this requirement. in fact, there have ONLY been 4 women i've been comfortable sleeping next to. in order: lindsey, amy, julie, and tory. i've only had sex with 2 of them, so don't get the idea that sex makes me comfortable. the other people i had sex with got to deal with the tv on while i fell asleep.

6) i bite my nails. i can't remember ever NOT biting them. i just always have.

7) i've never smoked pot. or weed. or any other slang term for it. 90% of american have. about 90% of my friends have. about 60% do regularly.

8) the only bone in my body i've EVER broken is my right knee cap. your kneecaps are the most difficult bones to break. i broke mine while snowboarding. i snowboarded on it for another 3 days, then walked on it for 2 weeks. while in nebraska, i felt something in my knee that wasn't there a month ago. a day later, a doctor told me i'd broken the kneecap and didn't know how i had managed the pain. yes, it hurt the WHOLE time. i had to go to physical rehab for 2 months to get the bone heal. i'm still missing 1/4 of my kneecap.

9) i don't take pills of any sort. after the kneecap thing, i refused to take painkillers. after they found out it was broken, i was given T3. that means: tylenol 3 and is a form of codine. when i had a syst removed from my tailbone, they gave me REALLY strong codine and trazidone, a tranquilizer. doctors have put me on several other drugs too. paxil (for depression), lithium (for manic-depression), and some other tranquilizer i can't remember the name of (for insolmnia). i sold those to my frineds that wanted them.

10) i think taking drugs for depression is bullshit. and for MANY other things. but depression takes the cake. i SHOULD be legally documented as having both severe depression and as bi-polar (having manic-depression). thankfully my doctor was the father of one of my old friends, and didn't document it because i asked him not to. i got over the shit, and i deal with being manic-depressed.

11) a REALLY quirky thing that has to do with a previous entry: i don't wanna fuck a chick in the ass, and i don't disaprove of homosexuality. in fact, i believe in equal rights. i don't think people should have to go home to be gay. or to smoke. or to be black. can people even go home and be black? anyway. i don't think people should have to be jewish at home. people should be what they are regardless of where they are.

12) i only know 4 things about limp bizit. a) wes borland quit the band 2 days ago. b) fred durst got the band started becausee he was the tatoo artist for Korn. c) dj lethal was in House of Pain. d) fred durst was a tatoo artist because he got kicked out of the navy. he was kicked out when his ass got halled to jail for beating the shit out of his wife and daughter. he's a mother fucker.

13) i don't ease an uncomfortable situation with laughter. the jokes are usually what got me in the situation to begin with. i ease an uncomfortable situation by solving whatever problem caused it. i use reason.

14) i like war. i think killing to solve a problem is good. and i lie a lot too.

15) i don't like women with big tits. anything above a small c is a HUGE turn-off. As and Bs are the best.

16) i don't EVER want to own a sports car. i have NO understanding as to why someone needs a car that can go 180 mph. is there some road i don't know about that allows that? some road where it's legal? some road where it's SAFE? or better yet, some road where it's necessary?

17) unlike most people who use the internet a fair ammount, i know the differences between "to," "too," and "two." i ALSO know the differences between "there," "their," and "they're." i often use these words correctly, too. as often as it is possible to.

18) i don't like to point out others' shortcomings. i like to point out their repeated mistakes. as in, someone who keeps dating women due to their appearence alone, and keeps complaining about having stupid girlfriends. or a girl who keeps dating guys she meets while the guy is dating someone else. the guy always cheats on his girlfriend with her, breaks up with his girlfriend, and dates her. then she seems supprised when he cheats on her and she doesn't want me to say "i told you so."

19) i know what a pentagrams is and what it's classically used for. no, it's NOT an upside down star in a circle. it's simply a five-pointed star. a 5-pointed star in a circle is a pentacle. and upside down star in a circle is an upside down pentacle. i know what the number 13 means religiously (it's actually a wiccan number of good luck, symoblizing the goddess). i know that the number 666 means nothing. it was popularized in the movie "the omen." it is NEVER referenced in the Bible, nor in the satanic bible. it, likewise, is never referenced in any wiccan lore. i dislike people who take these "religious" things and attempt to warp them. people who love them numbers 13 or 666, people who abhore those numbers, people who wear "pentagrams" to be cool, and people who think religious rebelion makes them cool.

20) i put this here just so i'd have an even number of quirks.

21) and i then made it uneven.

22) oh, i like organizing things. i find satisfaction in it. hence, i needed a number 20. but, now it's not even. it's bothering me. i'll get over it. i'm gonna hafta post this NOW before i fix it, 'cause it's REALLY bothering me.