4 pots of coffee and a moment of peace.

i've had 4 pots of coffee (by myself) in the last 4 hours. contrary to what would make sense, i'm feeling totally tranquil right now. i don't have the excessive energy coursing through my veins. i don't have a caffiene rush. i have a feeling of peace. right now, everything just makes sense. everything that's happened up to this point in my life seems to make sense. in the end, everything will work out. all the hardships i've faced (be they many or be they few) will be for the better. everything will be alright.